Dippers and Divers

I remember reading a book that gives you insightful details about your personality, and it separated people into two different categories. Dippers or divers. Dippers were people who only tried things. They became interested in a topic and then dropped it as soon as they got bored. Divers, seeing something that they liked jumped straight in and became obsessed. This reminds me of that Simpsons episode where Lisa lets the dolphin free from the theme park, and they come and take over springfield. I found it pretty scary. I always have nightmares about dolphins standing up on their fins and attacking me with their big mouth/nose/beaks?

That reminds me of birds and their beaks. Birds are getting more and more savage these days. I was in hungry jacks eating breakfast and these little birds kept on swooping at me and eventually they flew around really really close. I tried to shoo them away but they wouldnt go. Birds used to be scared of us. But not anymore. Anything for food.

Anyway, sometimes im a dipper, sometimes im a diver. But I find that I never actually end up doing anything. I just have an assortment of half finished or shall I say quarter started projects and ideas. Or most of the time I don't even start them, they are all in my head waiting to be started and I am waiting for that perfect time when they can be started but the perfect time never comes. 

I had this scary thought that I am going to wake up when I am 50 and realise I haven't done anything that I wanted to do or be a person with no hobbies, or not know what I like. I look around and think, 'oh theres that guy that loves redecorating his house' or 'theres that woman that collects all those teapots' but I look at myself and I don't do anything or have any hobbies! All the while I am thinking these things and time is going by really quickly. I think I am going through a quarter life crisis. 

So I am going to start doing things, and document them in this blog.